In Search of a New ME
I often wonder what my life would be like if
I could take back some of the things that I’ve
been through.
But what life’s lesson have taught me if I did?
I ponder my look, my color, my hair, and the sound that my voice makes
why me? I ask myself over and over again.
Why do I do the things I do, say the things that I say, dress the way that I dress…….
there’s so much inside me that I want to give away
and everyday Im in search of a new me.
Looking to be a better person, just a better me
I constantly give without receiving
offer without being asked
Does my mind reach for further things that do not exist
or are my illusion’s apart of my destiny and I just yet to grab hold of it
Am I in search of a new me or have I already found me?
Hi, my fellow sister in Christ~! :D How are you doing? Praying that all is well with you!
Hi sister I’m glad to hear from you I’ve been missing for a long time I know but all is well still learning things in God by allowing him to take me through. And how are you dear? I hope your journey is still blessed despite any obstacles you may have.
Today
WOW I haven’t been on my tumblr in a long time but I’m back and ready to go. Hello Tumblr family.
Heed to the Warning now Let us Go and Find God!
Isaiah 55:6-7 “Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near. Let the wicked forsake his way and the evil man his thoughts. Let him turn to the Lord, and he will have mercy on him, and to our God, for he will freely pardon.”
Over the past few days our earth has experienced a series of earthquakes and after shocks that go along with it. Other places have encountered Tornados, and Hurricanes. In its entirety our earth has been shaken and i believe that God has allowed us such things to send out another wake up call to the Nation to let us know that the end time is nearing and if you haven’t done it yet this is the time to get your house in order, this is the time that the people of God are to stand up as ONE Nation under God and proclaim his word, his works, his love, his power, and most of all the TRUTH and to let the world know that he is NOT DEAD.
Now is the time that we must truly seek after God and his kingdom. Even for us that are already saved we must prepare our houses. We must listen for God Isaiah 55:3-4 says: “Give ear and come to me; hear me, that your soul may live, I will make an everlasting covenant with you, my faithful love promised to David. See, I have made him a witness to the peoples, a leader and commander of the peoples.”
God has set leaders, teachers, and prophets and witnesses before us to help guide us to where we need to be. It is only up to us to heed to his voice and to make mention of him. It is our job to seek out God and to do all that he requires of us.
Look—what do you think is going to happen if we ignore all the signs that God puts into our lives? Yes, God has freely given us salvation at no cost. He wants us to be saved but that doesn’t mean that we don’t have to do anything once were saved. We have work to do and when we mess up (cause we will mess up, he never said it would be easy) he talks with us, he walks with us, and he prays with us but when it comes to being a Nation he sends his signs so that we may heed to them. If we ignore God then he will ignore us. If we we ignore God how can we expect him to deliver us out of our troubles.
I must say the first day I felt this earthquake that hit it was a 5.8 and it lasted longer than I ever felt. I quickly grabbed my two boys and held them tight and I heard God say “It’s not over” right then I knew that this was only the beginning of God trying to get his people to open their eyes and get there houses in order. As I began to pray in tongues I thought about how my kids were safe because they were in my arms. Later God gave me this scripture “How can we escape, if we neglect so great salvation?, which having at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him.” With this scripture I realized that if I choose not to obey God or if I choose to ignore that warning signs that he has put before me how can I expect him to deliver me out of the troubles that he has already warned me about. Look at it like this, My kids expected me to protect them and keep them safe. If when my kids grow up and all the time while they were young I told them don’t do this or don’t do that or If you do this, then this is what happens but the moment i say to them “you need to stop and think before you react because this may happen…and this is your warning.” and they choose to ignore the warning I set before them what do you think will happen? My kids are going to expect me to help get them out of their situations but the bigger problem for them now is not that they need my help its that they chose to ignore my warning—so how can they expect me to help them if they ignored the warning in the first place? Now look I’m their mother and I love them and will always have be there for them but if you ignore what I tell you then I can’t help you. And for God our Father its almost the same way but see the difference is the scripture goes on to talk about the signs and wonders the God provided for us Look: Hebrews 2:4 “God also bearing them witness, both with signs and wonders, and with divers miracles, and gifts of the Holy Ghost, according to his own will?”
God has given us the warning and for those of us who have missed it then he will let you know so that you can see and understand and also that you won’t miss it the next time he decides to give you one.
We ought to know our God so well that when the warning comes your right there at his feet praying and thanking him for showing you. It’s not Gods will for anyone to perish but in Hosea 4:8 says “My people are destroyed for lack of Knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject them, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.”
Get to know and understand your God more and more each day. Gain and ask for more knowledge and Revelation of him. So when that day really comes when God has given his final warning and he is ready to gather his troops you will be ready.
